brandycjmajor

Really bad day

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:07:10 GMT

Today has been one hell of a day. I am not in a good mood at all. I am sick of people yelling at me for no fucking reason whatsoever. I have a full course load and a shit ton of homework and barley anytime to do it. If this blog sounds bitchy well it is its the mood im in. I am about ready to tell people that if they dont understand then fuck off. I also dont like when people say things about me to someone else. THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE TO ME!!!!!!!. Especially when they are comming to me for help with something. My spanish instructor totally bitched me out for no reason her excuse was she is teaching 5 classes well bullshit i dont care i am taking 4 classes a full class load and you dont see me bitching at a teacher about anything they would tell me they dont care learn to deal with it. Will post later if anything changes.

A Post about Whitey

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 06:50:07 GMT

Ok i never post in this thing because i never have anything really to talk about. Well now i do. Whitey was one in a million he was the most original guy you can ever meet. You were never board riding around with him and you never ran out of things to talk about either. He was a great guy always looked out for Nicole and I. He was always there for us when we needed him. I loved it when he took me to school it was the most fun i had talking to someone in a car he always had the best storries about customers he had that day or just making cracks about dumb drivers on the road. I would always agree lol. Nicole is right about Whitey he always helped us with our grocerey's even though he hated picking up grocerey orders he never complained about us. Nicole has been crying the past few days i will admit i cried sometimes too but i try not to cause i know thats not what Whitey would have wanted. He always wanted to party and have cocktails. Everytime he would drive us to a resturaunt he would always say in that cute voice of his 'have a cocktail for me girls' we would always laugh and say ok. Well today in honor of Whitey we had that cocktail in fact i had 2 one at the resturaunt and one at the concert. And when Vince played go rest high on that mountain i sang it for the white man. Thats what nicole and i called him lol. I love you Whitey and i will miss those stories of yours and your company those long rides to westwood wont be the same without you. I enjoyed our trips to westwood college and also that first trip to fox valley mall. Oh and the soda spilling in the cab that was priceless. So heres to Whitey have a cocktail for us and please please keep in touch we need you.

Love,
Brandy

Time for me to vent and some good stuff too

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 02:53:42 GMT

Ok time for me to vent About the situation with Alex and Liv. They have both vented in their journals well now its my turn. I am sorry if this is my first post ever on Lj but i am not usually like this. Ok this whole situation could have been avoided if there was communication on everyones part. You guys should have just said how you felt about the past conflicts. I mean there is a nice way to deal with it and the mean way and you both were so angry that you chose the mean way. The emails that you have been sending back and forth i dont even know what to say about them. i am just frustrated with this whole thing. I Hate being stuck in the middle when the 2 people i care about most are fighting. and this time it was over me so i really felt put in the middle. Liv is ok with me being friends with Alex which is good i just dont want to hear any shit talking between anyone, I have more to say but it does not need to be in the public journal i will take it up with the person individually.

But anyway i had a good day at school Latasha from a local domestic violence agency came to speak to my class that was so awesome. After she was done I told her i would love an advocacy position at the agency so she told me to send someone my resume and a cover letter. I could maybe have a job cause they are not against to hiring the volunteers. I would really be excited if i get an advocacy job before i am done with my degree that way i wont have to go onto grad school right away. I see how it is for live and i say if i can get a job after or before my bachelors i am gonna want to take time between schooling. Well enough of my rambling i will post more and keep people updated.